Best Sadevil Poems
I am but a man
I am not an evil man
But I am an angry man
I am mad at the world for the way it is
For what it does to us and each other
I am mad there is no justice
At least none that I see
I am mad at the world
For what it has done to me
I am mad at myself
For what I have become, because of the world
I am not an evil man
But I am a mad man
I am angry at my weakness
Powerless to stop it all
I am just one who understands
That this is all wrong
And very far from right
I am but one
Quickly losing sight
I am not an evil man
But an angry man looking toward the light
Hoping, dreaming, wishing, praying………………….
I just want things right
Is all I’m saying
Loving, laughing, playing, living…………………….
The simple joy in random giving
Holding, hugging, kissing, sharing………………….
Is all part of our natural caring
We are a race
Who are in a race……………of survival
I am not an evil man
I am just angry at the way we treat each other
Because were all we’ve got
Eric (and sometimes not)
Look down deep into the soul
Beyond the eyes so pure and bold
Waterfalls of tears they've cried
They were shed and now they're dry
Ever so deep those words of gold
Until the evil she was sold
Capture the jewel then make your escape
Not forgotten is the wretched rape
Inside and out nor one on one
Too late now the deeds been done
Cold and broken. So detached
Going off to sea so close the hatch
Brief respite found upon the shore
Soaking it in as never before
Capture it's essence for it won't be long
Another storm then poof it's gone
Smell the odor left in the air
After the victim escapes the snare
Scars from teeth knawing at the rope
While that sacred of all places was groped
Snap. You are no longer there
The one with no conscience to care
The inner voice of right and wrong
Came and went like a song
That was sung so soft and low
Barely could you hear the wind blow
But there as it came through the trees
Without pretense or saying please
A cold breeze of evil settled deep within
And mingled among the contents of the lonely den
"ME"
Up and down...round and round.
Deep within my mind.
I search for the words....
I ...just cannot find.
My memories mix..
Like posters... on a billboard sign.
The colors soon fade...all to black and white.
By the evil hands of time.
How again?...
Must I find...
Love..?
To seal my
heart....
Only mine.
Fit just like a glove.
No time I have to waste.
For the evil hands of time...
Move at...a very awesome pace.
I look inside the mirror...
It's looking straight back at me.
What is missing?
How I begin to easily see...
What I thought was my life...
Me!
Written By: Gwen Jones
Friday, February 26, 2010
Georgetown, Louisiana
I saw evil last night
evil in the form of sweet fleshed beauty
evil in the form of twinkling eyes
and the sweetest serpents tongue
I saw evil, perhaps, not in its entirety
for as with goodness evil is an abundant
and all consuming well.
So young, so stained by herself and others
this child daily sought the flame.
The fragile translucent moth
to the kittens lick evil beyond bounds.
A narcotic evil bathed in a surcease of pain.
Failures false balm lures with fresh sexual pleasures
lures with ribald sensation, lures with filthy lucre.
I saw flames leap from the eyes of the sweetest face,
recalling the pill vials abundant place;
recalling the ease of reach.
I saw her thrusting tongue-tip lick and leap.
I saw drool come at the corner of her ripe lips.
the ones she would let his bodies sickness kiss,
all for the high his legal drugs would bring
she stay, she’d F…, she’s give him everything.
In his true sickness he’d pray.
"Lord God please heal me." he’d say.
She’d smile and the horned corners of her mouth would rise.
And he’d seek life’s affirmation between her thighs.
She’d stay………’till he dies.
the evil lays in the darkness of the shadows,
when the sun rises the shadows run away,
when the light is shining the evil is shood away,
with the sun apoun us we should not cowwered,
until we see the day,
when the sun doesn't rise,
and we live in the shadows for the rest of out days.
I get so angry I don't know why
But my brain explodes behind my eyes
its so impossible to hold it in
this isn't how it was back then
evil envaded me along the way
now evil has rotted the bed where i lay
if i can change i don't know how
i can't seem to get this evil out
the anger seems to spread to my kids
sometimes i wish this isn't how i lived
i used to be happy i used to be kind
but now my life is a big bind
i don't know which road to take
i have to decided before its to late
i pray to god to help me through
because his guidence will be true
its hard to read the signs he gives