Best Not Sure Poems

I see sun,
I see sorrow,
Mingled on the floor,
A cracking egg, a knocked door,
Mangled wealth and poor.

I hear sound,
I sometimes smell it,
Synesthesia knows not whence,
A response received to transmit sense.

I feel proud,
I feel pity,
For what I cannot tell,
Determine, please, what I should do:
Be sick or kind...

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Building fantastic feats of engineering 
Constructing classic beats
For the inner hearing
I'm a pioneer of futuristic steering
Always greeted by superhero cheering

Or at least that's what 
I like to think up in my head
Am I writing in my dreams again
Or sending messages from the dead?...

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AM NOT SURE YET
Should I give her the world and all of its things,
What about my friends, parents and relatives,
Should I tell her the truth of what I need,
What if she ain’t listening but act like she did,
Am not sure yet!
Should I tell her before...

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I go through life not sure what to find so many thing I have on my mind. I must find 
then one by one before I die this must be done. With these things on my mind I don’t 
know what to do. All these...

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I am just not sure anymore
If your the one for me
I am just not sure anymore
And I need to be free

I want to find the door that lead me back here
I need to get out before you break my heart dear
I loved you once and...

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My heart, at times, seems very vile 
I get lost, and then react from pain
But my soul longs to see your smile

I look back later, there is no denial
Things I say must hurt, must drain
 My heart, at times, seems very vile

I'm the prosecutor in...

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sometimes I’m not sure
whats real - or true or fantasy
am I allowing fallacy
to seep  into my brain
do I convince myself that I
believe in things- most others dream
or am I right in seeking home
in what I cannot see
the corner of my eye wont lie 
I...

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I'm not sure why!???
          if I love you,
          just  because,
          you make me laugh.....

   ...

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As you comment on everyone soo often and deny me a status of understanding
Whatever I try to express
So I’ll get off my soapbox and just tell you
You don’t fully understand it
I wont explain it or try to pretend to comprehend all of it
But inside of...

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the sorrowful feeling of rejection
 
slumbering in the heart like a deep infection

i wish i could make it go away

but i beleive its here to stay

i wish i could make it dissapear

but its always just right here

i wish i could remember how to love

but after...

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I wonder today
As I sift through the sands
And peer through the depths of other peoples verbalized talents
Works of intricate emotion and stanzas of hyperboles oxymoron’s and similes 
and metaphor

When I refuse to welcome you to my world
When you stumbled all this way
And I show you...

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I'm not sure where I'm walking to 
or even the last person I was talking to,
but the direction I'm going can only lead to something new! 
Who knew what I was doing would make people hate me, 
I was just trying to talk to you...

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I'm not sure about this
entertainment
divorced from engagement
issue

But,
consider the following
a hypothesis,
a Thought Experiment
in the Indigenous MotherLand
and SacredWaters
of ecowomanist political theory,

Part of my own experience
betrays a rightwing bias
against superficial entertainment

And, by association, self-promoting entertainers
living out shuttered
and too often unshuttered cluttered
Reality Shows
confusing inside unsafe voices
with healthy outside choices

Most...

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Addiction 
—————
Adheres to you
                              No release 
Dictates to you     
  ...

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It could be good, it could be sweet,
But I’m not sure that I’m in love
with you and you are all I need
that you’re my half, that you’re my half.
I am not sure you are the one
You didn’t say I love you so
And if my frail...

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