Not Sure If I Had Posted This One

My heart, at times, seems very vile I get lost, and then react from pain But my soul longs to see your smile I look back later, there is no denial Things I say must hurt, must drain My heart, at times, seems very vile I'm the prosecutor in an unjust trial I become angry, filled with disdain But my soul longs to see your smile Of resentments I seem to stock pile As though it is in hatred I do train My heart, at times, seems very vile If we could just turn back the dial For now indifference has the reign But my soul longs to see your smile Walk in my shoes jist a single mile Give me this one chance to explain My heart, at times, seems very vile But my soul longs to see your smile