Best Lost Lovetrust Poems
As Far as I Can Throw Ya!
I don’t trust ya
Used to, but not now
How, how can I?
My kindness you’ve taken for weakness
For granted is how you took my meekness
I don’t trust ya
Used to, but…How? Now? Why?
I can’t lie… I just don’t
You screw my emotions like a rapist overdosing on Viagra
I know sooner or later, I will no longer want to have ya
I’m exhausted… emotionally drained
Never thought you were so into playing head games
Truly, I will never be the same
Why? Cause I don’t trust ya
Used to, but now I don’t… I won’t… I can’t
As far as I can throw ya, I can trust ya
And I can’t throw ya at all
She’s incredibly stupid.
She’s ridiculously naive.
She actually believed him.
She really thought he wouldn’t leave.
He said, “I didn’t mean it, baby.”
Something she’d heard before.
She will swallow up his lies again.
She doesn’t deserve anything more.
She knows she can trust NO ONE.
She knows they are all the same.
She will submit again this time.
She will play his game.
She wonders what else there might be out there.
She cries out and no one hears.
She is pleading for acceptance.
Her words fall on deafened ears.
She questions everything she knows.
She challenges her every belief.
It’s a wicked, sick and twisted cycle
For only God offers relief.
She can see Him in the distance.
He tells her that He loves her
More than any man ever can or ever will.
And when she comes back from doubting Him.
He will be here for her still.
He says, “I know your heart is breaking.”
“Just remember what you’ve always known.”
“Always trust in me, my child…”
“And you will never be alone.”
Something happened
on the way to sunrise
you turned left
we turned wrong
now I am alone
wondering where
you are flying to tonight
did you know
so very little
of me
you ask questions
then refuse to hear the answers
there have been countless moments
when all we ever needed
we found in each other’s eyes
do you not trust your heart beat
did you not trust mine
do you know
so very little
of yourself
do you not recall
the echo of our heartbeats
each in total harmony to the other
is loving someone so
easy to do for you
and then so easy to undo
were we just imagination at play
did we know
so very little
of each other
IRISH
as happiness avoids me
you leave with her
the one
and you plot
to entreat yourself to friged abandonments
and you still ask
"do i trust you?"
and seem surprised
when i say no
you pretend sadness
and sorrow
but you dont understand
you have never known those true feelings
you act like the wounded man
like you need protection
weaving your sunlit
starry web
you crave her warmth
as i constantly know
you show the obvious with an obvious grin
and yet i cant help but think
that loyalty will follow her
and love will warn her
in the presence of white marble pillars
i dont know if she loves me
and still i trust he more than myself
i cant stop
unthinkable logical falsehoods
persuade my mind
of otherwises
and other ties
you lied and cheated
to win her heart
when i failed with sincerity
i dont understand
i showed her love
and you restorativly remove her stare