Categories:
abusive relationship, break up, how i
Form: Haiku
Fearless To Afraid
There was once a time
When I was unafraid,
Then I met my match
And my bed was laid.
I was fearless,
Until I was afraid,
I prayed and I prayed,
I fought for my right
To live through the night.
The devil always tried picking fights,
He tore me to shreds with delight,
He took the form of whom I loved
And laughed at me from
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Categories:
abusive relationship, abuse, fear,
Form: Rhyme
Goodbye Memories
Launch the lecture,
tear me down
to never build me up,
you couldn't build a wall
if a thousand bricks were around.
Time after time,
you watched me fall
as you pushed me over the ledge,
I watched your anger swell.
Living in your shadow
is my personal hell,
memories of a tomorrow
that never came,
I'll never be the same.
I won't let it be in vain.
I
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Categories:
abusive relationship, abuse,
Form: Rhyme
Don'T Run Back To What Broke You
You broke me
when I wanted to be free.
You broke me
more than anyone sees.
Trauma created loss,
I had to hit pause...
on life,
because continuing
hurt worse than a knife
to my chest,
you tried your best
to destroy me.
Your reach was further than it seemed,
you touched me
with ease.
You poisoned my soul,
you dug me a hole,
so down I fell
everyone could tell.
I felt
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Categories:
abusive relationship, abuse,
Form: Rhyme
Worthless Addict Bxxxx
I'm not worthless,
I know my worth
and I'm not worth less.
I'm an addict,
not addicted.
I may be a b!#@h,
but I'm not stuck in insanity anymore.
I know that in my core.
Worthless Addict B!#@h is what you called me,
slinging insults was your nitch.
Everyone else could see
how mean you were to me.
Abusive,
only I know what the truth is,
the distrust I
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Categories:
abusive relationship, abuse, addiction,
Form: Free verse
I Cry For My Mother
I cry for my mother
because that voice, which is like a shear,
presses its blade unto her skin—
drip — gore oozes from the wound; she doesn’t shed a tear,
but i feel it within.
that voice, which is like a shark,
sinks its teeth around her head—
slowly enough to hear the crunch of her skull,
But i feel it
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Categories:
abusive relationship, abuse, cry, hurt, pain,
Form: Rhyme
The Abuse From the Fool
Do it have to take violence for me to stay with you?
or is violence all you know?
Do you see me as a puppet?
just play with the strings whenever you like?
or your just scared of being alone.
Did you forget you feel pain like me?
did you forget you have feelings like me?
do you really think I'm so
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Categories:
abusive relationship, abuse, crazy, nonsense,
Form: Acrostic