Zoned Out

Believe in me And reflect on me Grieve with me Zone out freely Zone out whenever you like I will be riding my future bike I don’t have much money, my dear There are several possibilities and opportunities..I missed several of those, I fear Don’t leave me Abide by my side, baby We will be free… Flee with me freely Relieve the solace sorrow within me There is always tomorrow apparently Just sing my loner’s interlude… Then, you’ll see that I’ve been emotionally in the nude Zoned out and daydreaming in benevolent bliss… I am glad to say that I’m not sinking deep in loneliness Hear me out with no dismay, For I’m doing absolutely fine I live for today and only today, My abstract abyssal friend of mine I will take several risks for you, my darling, true My lovely darling angel from on high who’s oh so shy If only you knew what I’ve been through Then, will you understand me – that, I can’t deny You found me out I am walking my own route With no more doubt I want out, yes, I want out Understand where I am coming from I’ve been numb and dumb for oh so long I am still waiting patiently for His Kingdom I want to belong, but I was really in the wrong My strength is of an eagle’s My boldness is of vicious lions My heart is of searing coals My mental health is of bronze I need some precious solitude I need some sort of gratitude To renew my gracious attitude I will never do you wrong or be rude Just sing my loner’s somewhat isolative interlude… Then, you’ll see that I’m somewhat scared, yet bold Ah, a-ha, I need you to want me and need me as you should Or I’ll be alone forever – I need someone to hold Lusts and desires messed me up real good…I feel I’m no good I am still, till this day, misunderstood in my neighborhood I was pretty suicidal That’s what I recall I was in the darkness forever it seems Then, you rescued me from my broken dreams I black out when I’m upset I stop thinking when I start to talk I know my behavior is your peavey pet Let’s just take a long, sweet walk I like you and me Together happily Laugh and play with me And don’t forget to zone out with me Unconditionally… Practically, For an eternity… I need Your serenity Let’s spread our wings of flight Night is approaching with its might If only you knew what I’ve been through; if only you knew It’s nothing new really – it’s just another missing shoe I am sorry that I zoned out I am the wriggly, fearful trout In the net of intrepid, yet awful doubt You know what I’m talking about Give me fearless faith in You Give you hopeful, happy renewal I will walk a million miles for you, my darling, true I will walk the hall of cheer and all I zoned out and I sometimes want out, I want out I am forgiven by the Lord no doubt, no doubt Endless joy enters my lonely heart, my heart I zoned out and I’m truly breaking apart I am still waiting patiently, still waiting with endearing longevity For His Kingdom of peace untold The Lord of Accord’s abundant love will remain with me I want to belong in liberty’s hold