Your Sins

So much sorrow, so much misery. Every tomorrow, sickens me. I love, my hate. I dream of, my horrid fate. I'm no one at all, do you recognize? I start to fall, is it really a surprise. Don't waste your breath, I cannot redeem. Welcoming death, is it a dream? You reach out, to try to save. The stars pout, as I lie in my grave. I cannot stay here, I cannot leave. I feel the moons tear, why can I not believe? If you listen, you'll hear my heart beat. This time has been, a sorrowful defeat. The night sky, lights my way. Yet I die, when you fall away. All your sins into, my dying heart. All because you , didn't let me fall apart. I feel so cold, I am so numb. With your hands to hold, I'll never succumb. So much water I swallow, I start to drown. Is it death I follow, I ask as I float forever down. It won't be alright, despite what they say. For I constantly fight, every day.