You Will Never Know How Much You Hurt Me

YOUWILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME I try to open up but you slam me shut and throw me away like an old cigar butt you gave me false hope i dont know how ill cope do you know how many times I was told I was inadequate and that i couldn’t be in the show Told me I should put down my sail for I have failed in my life mission 6 times these words were spoken and six times my heart was tore open now again that makes 7 did you know yesterday 7 was my favorite number I am now in intermission deep within utter suspension And I want you to know and i have a hole now in my heart that wont stay sewn And you put me through the kind of pain i might not ever be able to shake and for my own sake I will put on a floor show and cry in the rain so my tears wont show I will put on a façade and I new hair style but i forgive you because i cant stay mad no i cant stay mad at you