You Will

He was there for a moment, then gone,
Lost in a dark mist of my doubts

And my strange guardian appeared before me,
His tie blood red,
His stance taller than usual,
His long arms softly to his sides

I drew near,
My face tear stained and pained
He stared forward motionlessly 

I asked him,
“Why do I keep dreaming about him?”

He stood there still,
And quietly replied,

We haunt those that we think of the most

Dumbfounded, I knew his thoughts,
But could not confront those feelings
I asked him,
“But why? Why is it so torturous?”

 Your mind tortures you,
Because you allow it to torture you. . .

He set his hand on my shoulder,
And I suddenly felt sleepy
I tried to fight it,
But I found myself in his arms
Willingly

I awoke in a shelter of trees,
And he was there, watching me
Sitting up, I stared at his presence in wonder
He moved towards me slowly,
As if approaching a wounded animal

His face became clearer, 
And my heart began to race
“Is this real?” I asked weakly.
“Are you real? Or is this fantasy?”

A forgiving smile appeared on his blurry features,
As he lifted me up and set me on a gnarly branch 
He only stared at me,
As if he was waiting for a miracle

“Maybe it’s best that I don’t know.”
He nodded slowly, then embraced me

I cried a lot. . . 
It was as if I was hugging the last of everything
The last of him,
And the last of what we had. . .
Holding me still,
I was quieted by his touch,
His head lifting, leveling to mine

And he said again, darkly,
We haunt those that we think of the most. . .

I panicked in his arms as he smiled at me
“I may never see him again.”

His smile faded as he said,
You will.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Walsh Avatar
August 10, 2016 at 10:52 AM
The Dreams of Dreamers....your tales are enchanting Laura....well done you!
Bordner Avatar
July 17, 2016 at 7:20 PM
It is better to be haunted by love than to be haunted by loneliness Poetess...I love the prophecy in your poetry Laura...J.A.B.
Breidenthal Avatar
July 19, 2016 at 3:06 PM
Thank you dear Justin. Sometimes love and loneliness, as in this case, coincide ethereally. This poem was based on a vivid dream I had. Always a pleasure receiving your feedback! <3~Laura
Peranteau Avatar
July 2, 2016 at 11:07 AM
I so agree with Paul dear poet, such the wistful write...I was overcome with the sads thinking that the (lover?) was steady through your write about to become like the fog of the forests morning; gone...touching Laura...love ta hear the rejuvenating causatum of the fine write...much love,james
Breidenthal Avatar
July 5, 2016 at 3:07 PM
It does seem like it is left in the air, dear poet. Thank you for your sweet thoughts. This, as I was telling Andrea, was based on a very emotional dream I had not too long ago. I think it deserved something of a narrative. Lots of tears on my pillow that night. <3~Laura
Callus Avatar
June 29, 2016 at 2:08 PM
An excellent pensive poem, Laura. Yes, our thoughts do keep going back to those that we most care about...there is no running away from it. ~ Regards // paul
Breidenthal Avatar
July 5, 2016 at 3:05 PM
Very thoughtful comment, Paul. Always a pleasure receiving your feedback. Thank you so much. <3~Laura
Dietrich Avatar
June 26, 2016 at 9:48 AM
wow, a Stunner!! And dark!
Breidenthal Avatar
July 5, 2016 at 3:04 PM
Thank you Andrea. Definitely a darker one. This is based on a dream I had, and the dialogue is all genuine..<3~Laura
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