You Oughtta Know

dont turn around my heart is alreay breaking i know time can always tell my hearts story this may not be my only destiny but for now i cant stand to hurt anymore for an ispiration of dreaming of the real thing waiting for the truth hoping its you destiny will reveal harvests of truth bit by bit they go out the window my silent prayers you will never know bit by bit you pass me praying the lord can have the thanks i can give for his understandings of the life im finally achieving humbled by the joke im feeling feeling like im gonna be blown over when the joke isnt even me dont turn away even though you have to will you be there after all as sick as ive been happiness with you was my healthy heart gripped by minds desires of fantasy is that why people cry figuring out how to get someone to do that for you is that love or lust and is it justified what fallen angel am i?