You Infuriate Me

Your actions so calculated full of anger I have felt the sting of them time and again Each time I am tricked to let you in I'm reminded quite quickly why I should not I wanted to let you be in my life but over and over Your actions lay one more brick on the wall Some people are just not safe to let in You have proved over and over why to keep my distance Your so cunning,nice and can be so kind But the track marks you leave have changed my mind I cant believe your just not very nice Jealously, fear, I cannot figure the whys I've tried so hard,I cried many tears Over and over throughout my years But each time I forgive you show me again Why distance is better than being your friend I sometimes wonder why your mind is not right You just seem to get enjoyment watching others fight The kettle your stirring so dark it can be Drugging up things important to me The pain you can cause cuts worse than a knife The daggers you shoot take the thrill out of life I pray that some day there's a reason behind And you can be cured and move on with your life Stop hurting the people your supposed to hold dear All I can hope is this comes from some fear Change your life get the help you need Don't live for money materials and greed.