You Abuse Me

your whip is starting to be music to my ears sometimes I just wish I was dead maybe that could be much better what did I do to deserve such brutality I wanna know why, I need clarity Am I a disgrace that's why you're so abusive does that makes you feel like a great parent did I ever do something that was errant what do I have to do to get loved by my parent you wanna hit me?..then hit me you wanna beat me?..then beat me you wanna whip me?..then whip me all I know is that I got too many scars already I've seen my blood a couple times already I got knocked by a wall that's my everyday excuse You were supposed to love me,I guess I deserve the abuse over a shadow there's light,I will get the breakthrough I know what to do but I don't want to lose you maybe you will come to your senses one day but if you don't that will be your queue to jail I'm sorry but I have to enjoy my life just like you I have human Rights