You

You took me by surprise the first time I looked into your eyes. You held my hand firm and tight and it never felt so right. You took me out of reality and into the warmth of your arms around me. You put a smile on my face everytime I felt your your loving grace. You swore to me that our love was true and it allowed me to put all of my trust into you. You gave me the strength to believe in myself and the courage to move on. You never judged me and nothing I did ever seemed wrong. You made me feel happy again; a non-existant emotion back then. You gave me all of your love, and I believed it would never end. There are so many things I wish you knew, Like the feelings you gave me when they were true. I couldn't have asked for anything more in my life, but the love we shared, I chose to sacrifice. You've given me chances time and time again. Now all I have are the memories and this pen. And I wish you knew how sorry I truely am for throwing our love away; But now I know there is nothing I can do to make you stay. I never thought I would need someone as much as I need you right now, and forever. And I'm sorry for the mistakes I've made and the pain they may have caused you; But I will never forget that the best days of my life were the days I spent with you. If I could change all the wrongs and make them right, I'd do it without thinking twice. If I could do anything to go back to the days when nothing mattered and we made eachother feel complete, I'd do it all in a heartbeat. I underestimated how much you truely meant to me and how lucky I was to have you, but too blind to see. Now all I can do is wait with this burden of pain Until someday I can make it all right again. I'll never let go of the memories we've shared, wishing that you still cared. I understand the end was my fault, but just know i'm here if you need anything at all. I would do everything it takes to make things perfect again, And I need you to know I'll love you until my eternal end.