Yesterday's Sorrow

If my soul cries out in pain, will another hear my plea? Must this happen again, and again? Will it cease or must I die to be free? Pain left over from years ago. Added to what there is now. Causing my fear to resurface and grow. Something I swore never to allow. But I have lost sight, of a hopeful tomorrow. Hidden behind a wall of doubt. Bringing forth, yesterday's sorrow, Why me, I want to scream and shout! My answer, always the same, my logic says why not me? Not special, just another name. I am struggling just trying to be. Life is somewhat dictated by fate. Where compassion has no place. Extreme emotions, both love and hate. Holding you in a stone cold embrace. I have been left to find my way, alone, with no options left to me. Having no choice, I have to obey. What fate casts as its final decree.