Would You Wonder

As I write this only for you You wouldn't know it was for you These words those I write I'll share with all Let it hide in plain sight For all to see yet only you Would you wonder I wonder if this was for you When I say I remember The very first time I made you smile All with just something I said Something irrelevant All the time spent with you Back then I can't forget them Little as they may be I long to see a time far away When I would sit across from you At a table for two Talk to you with words I've only dreamt The first time I fell for you Was the first time I ever saw you Then back when I didn't even know you There wasn't a second I ever fell out The one I wish to maybe just know Just as a friend or perhaps more Maybe not I don't know Love is fickle and I am worse I shiver I stutter Now as I look back To the conversations we never had But I wish we did I wonder if you wonder What I would've said to you In a conversation we never had Those ones where I wished I could find you I'm still writing Its because of you And for you Do you know in this moment So fleeting I'm writing this For you?