Words

Well I messed up again Telling you how I feel I am such an idiot I could have sworn this was real I do this every time I meet a new guy I feel all these things I feel I could fly But then I open my mouth And all these words come out Some I regret All of them I doubt I say them without thinking Hoping only for the best Always expecting the worst All my words fail the test They ruin a good thing And push you away I would take them all back If it meant you would stay Why do I grasp Onto something I can't keep, When all I want to do Is run away and weep? All these words I have said. What a mess I have made. Maybe one day, These feelings will fade. It was bound to happen Me thinking too much Now I have thought How could I have said such? The words, they seem stupid. Words, they're not helping. Why do I keep writing? I know I am slipping......