Wonderer

Can't sleep, I’m wide awake I sit, I ponder Again over the same issue, worry and fear I’m told count the sheep makes me wonder As it's starting to feel like this every year I keep saying if there's rain, there's thunder I wish for once the sky for me, it was clear Making that leap of faith, I feel this shudder You know I get so far but not quit as near But the jump is so steap, it makes me cower I'm going no where fast, I'm in reverse gear Collapse in a heap make the same blunder I'm just so tired of being in this atmosphere It feels like I'm sinking deep I'm going under But I ask could I really be anymore sincere You know I can't help but weep and wonder And ask myself, where do I go from here?? Parts of this were apart of a poem I wrote back in 2005 Called where do I go from here just added two extra verses as felt the whole poem where do I go from here talking of three different issues so some new some old written 2012,,,,,,,,,,, WONDEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER............................. again with this one its been uodated a little put in to better context to give better sense of what talking about again using metaphores and keeping to a pattern........