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Wonder of My Worth

When wonder of my worth erupts and threatens everything I know Volcanoes of emotion rush imparting such a mighty blow Oh why, to be so insecure to feel unwanted and alone Assuming, surely it’s my fault When no one’s calling on the phone It must be me, not smart enough no college gave me a degree Perhaps, it’s just now I’m too old There's nothing left for them to see So unattractive I must be Perhaps, I sing the same old song I try too hard to fit the mold to finally feel that I belong I’ve wasted oh, so many tears of my existence on this earth To try to know just how it feels to never wonder of my worth

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Valsa George

Date: 7/8/2023 9:22:00 AM

Such feelings of inadequacy can plague anyone from time to time. But get over that feeling at the earliest. Don't underrate yourself. Mike, please Know that you are very much wanted and loved at least by a few. I feel you are a gentleman. We may not always feel the love of others. But that doesn't mean we have no worth. Each life is precious. As a poet, you are very much wanted here. Cheers!

Mike Gentile
Date: 7/9/2023 4:29:00 AM

Thank you so much Valsa, your kind words are most appreciated!!

Brian Sambourne

Date: 7/8/2023 6:22:00 AM

Keep the faith, Mike. That "same old song" still carries a tune. Life has given you your degree - the practical wisdom of day to day, year to year living. Be well. Brian

Mike Gentile
Date: 7/8/2023 6:26:00 AM

Thank you so much Brian!!!

Charles Messina

Date: 7/6/2023 4:25:00 AM

You'll always be wanted and loved here Mike. Remember...the good lord put us all here for a reason. But I can relate to this sometimes. Sometimes we have to remind people that we're still around...like my siblings, kids and grandchildren...at times (lol) Good to see you, my friend. Charlie

Mike Gentile
Date: 7/7/2023 6:58:00 AM

Thank you Charlie, I always appreciate your kind words!!! Happy Friday!

Deb M

Date: 7/5/2023 4:31:00 PM

Mike….exceptional poem as always! We all feel this way sometimes in our life …doubting our worth l do believe. My recent poem Its Ok is on the same lines as yours…..Debx

Mike Gentile
Date: 7/6/2023 3:53:00 AM

Thanks Deb, It's funny how what happens as a child can stay with you your whole life!! Happy Thursday xxoo

Victor Buhagiar

Date: 7/5/2023 9:04:00 AM

Mike, I live alone. No one to speak to, no telephone calls. It's not a question of how far your studies went. It's a question of attitudes.

Mike Gentile
Date: 7/5/2023 10:12:00 AM

Yes, it is something to work on for sure, thank you Victor!! Happy Wednesday!!

Lin Lane

Date: 7/5/2023 7:03:00 AM

I've no doubt this is a work of fiction, Mike. Or, it better be.

Mike Gentile
Date: 7/5/2023 7:58:00 AM

Your are so sweet, thank you Lin xxoo

Vijay Pandit

Date: 7/5/2023 5:47:00 AM

I think there is a message here--much security in self-confidence--never having to worry about what others think. A potent write as always, Mike.

Mike Gentile
Date: 7/5/2023 7:58:00 AM

Thank you Vijay!!