Mike Gentile Poet Rhyme

Wonder of My Worth

When wonder of my worth erupts
         and threatens everything I know
Volcanoes of emotion rush
             imparting such a mighty blow

Oh why, to be so insecure
                to feel unwanted and alone
Assuming, surely it’s my fault
    When no one’s calling on the phone

It must be me, not smart enough
              no college gave me a degree
Perhaps, it’s just now I’m too old
    There's nothing left for them to see

So unattractive I must be
      Perhaps, I sing the same old song
I try too hard to fit the mold
                 to finally feel that I belong

I’ve wasted oh, so many tears  
             of my existence on this earth
To try to know just how it feels
             to never wonder of my worth

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Valsa George July 8, 2023 at 9:22 AM Such feelings of inadequacy can plague anyone from time to time. But get over that feeling at the earliest. Don't underrate yourself. Mike, please Know that you are very much wanted and loved at least by a few. I feel you are a gentleman. We may not always feel the love of others. But that doesn't mean we have no worth. Each life is precious. As a poet, you are very much wanted here. Cheers! Mike Gentile July 9, 2023 at 4:29 AM Thank you so much Valsa, your kind words are most appreciated!!

Brian Sambourne July 8, 2023 at 6:22 AM Keep the faith, Mike. That "same old song" still carries a tune. Life has given you your degree - the practical wisdom of day to day, year to year living. Be well. Brian Mike Gentile July 8, 2023 at 6:26 AM Thank you so much Brian!!!

Charles Messina July 6, 2023 at 4:25 AM You'll always be wanted and loved here Mike. Remember...the good lord put us all here for a reason. But I can relate to this sometimes. Sometimes we have to remind people that we're still around...like my siblings, kids and grandchildren...at times (lol) Good to see you, my friend. Charlie Mike Gentile July 7, 2023 at 6:58 AM Thank you Charlie, I always appreciate your kind words!!! Happy Friday!

Deb M July 5, 2023 at 4:31 PM Mike….exceptional poem as always! We all feel this way sometimes in our life …doubting our worth l do believe. My recent poem Its Ok is on the same lines as yours…..Debx Mike Gentile July 6, 2023 at 3:53 AM Thanks Deb, It's funny how what happens as a child can stay with you your whole life!! Happy Thursday xxoo

Victor Buhagiar July 5, 2023 at 9:04 AM Mike, I live alone. No one to speak to, no telephone calls. It's not a question of how far your studies went. It's a question of attitudes. Mike Gentile July 5, 2023 at 10:12 AM Yes, it is something to work on for sure, thank you Victor!! Happy Wednesday!!

Lin Lane July 5, 2023 at 7:03 AM I've no doubt this is a work of fiction, Mike. Or, it better be. Mike Gentile July 5, 2023 at 7:58 AM Your are so sweet, thank you Lin xxoo

Vijay Pandit July 5, 2023 at 5:47 AM I think there is a message here--much security in self-confidence--never having to worry about what others think. A potent write as always, Mike. Mike Gentile July 5, 2023 at 7:58 AM Thank you Vijay!!