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Wonder of My Worth

When wonder of my worth erupts
         and threatens everything I know
Volcanoes of emotion rush
             imparting such a mighty blow

Oh why, to be so insecure
                to feel unwanted and alone
Assuming, surely it’s my fault
    When no one’s calling on the phone

It must be me, not smart enough
              no college gave me a degree
Perhaps, it’s just now I’m too old
    There's nothing left for them to see

So unattractive I must be
      Perhaps, I sing the same old song
I try too hard to fit the mold
                 to finally feel that I belong

I’ve wasted oh, so many tears  
             of my existence on this earth
To try to know just how it feels
             to never wonder of my worth

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Valsa George Date: 7/8/2023 9:22:00 AM Such feelings of inadequacy can plague anyone from time to time. But get over that feeling at the earliest. Don't underrate yourself. Mike, please Know that you are very much wanted and loved at least by a few. I feel you are a gentleman. We may not always feel the love of others. But that doesn't mean we have no worth. Each life is precious. As a poet, you are very much wanted here. Cheers! Login to Reply Mike Gentile Date: 7/9/2023 4:29:00 AM Thank you so much Valsa, your kind words are most appreciated!!

Brian Sambourne Date: 7/8/2023 6:22:00 AM Keep the faith, Mike. That "same old song" still carries a tune. Life has given you your degree - the practical wisdom of day to day, year to year living. Be well. Brian Login to Reply Mike Gentile Date: 7/8/2023 6:26:00 AM Thank you so much Brian!!!

Charles Messina Date: 7/6/2023 4:25:00 AM You'll always be wanted and loved here Mike. Remember...the good lord put us all here for a reason. But I can relate to this sometimes. Sometimes we have to remind people that we're still around...like my siblings, kids and grandchildren...at times (lol) Good to see you, my friend. Charlie Login to Reply Mike Gentile Date: 7/7/2023 6:58:00 AM Thank you Charlie, I always appreciate your kind words!!! Happy Friday!

Deb M Date: 7/5/2023 4:31:00 PM Mike….exceptional poem as always! We all feel this way sometimes in our life …doubting our worth l do believe. My recent poem Its Ok is on the same lines as yours…..Debx Login to Reply Mike Gentile Date: 7/6/2023 3:53:00 AM Thanks Deb, It's funny how what happens as a child can stay with you your whole life!! Happy Thursday xxoo

Victor Buhagiar Date: 7/5/2023 9:04:00 AM Mike, I live alone. No one to speak to, no telephone calls. It's not a question of how far your studies went. It's a question of attitudes. Login to Reply Mike Gentile Date: 7/5/2023 10:12:00 AM Yes, it is something to work on for sure, thank you Victor!! Happy Wednesday!!

Lin Lane Date: 7/5/2023 7:03:00 AM I've no doubt this is a work of fiction, Mike. Or, it better be. Login to Reply Mike Gentile Date: 7/5/2023 7:58:00 AM Your are so sweet, thank you Lin xxoo

Vijay Pandit Date: 7/5/2023 5:47:00 AM I think there is a message here--much security in self-confidence--never having to worry about what others think. A potent write as always, Mike. Login to Reply Mike Gentile Date: 7/5/2023 7:58:00 AM Thank you Vijay!!