Wonder

I wonder how many times I pray to God to keep him safe I wonder how many times I think of him and wish he could’ve stayed I wonder if he understands that my love won’t ever fade I wonder if he knows that I feel this way Sitting here worried if when he sleeps he will wake up safely And when he wakes he walks with patience I wonder if he loves me the amount that I love him I wonder how much the world thinks of him When I look deep into his eyes I think he knows of his short comings I think he understands the hurt that we have to go through and the pain that keeps us torn apart. I have sympathy for him at times when I don’t know how he is on the inside And I think of him as the best when I don’t understand how others see him behind what I see Everyday I wonder how my life could be if he was still here If he was here to wipe the tears away and to let me know that I can make it Wondering how I can show him that no matter what he does he will always be accepted for who he is. I wonder if he knows…….