Will I Ever Be the Same
Will I ever be the same?
It seems everything RELATES!
I'm stuck in a memory of what
was, and I don't know if I will
ever ESCAPE?
How can I replace the only
person that ever
UNDERSTOOD!?
How do I accept someone
else... hoping that maybe they
COULD!
There are so many memories
that I want to forget, and even
more that I choose to KEEP!
I wish that I could choose the
memories that stayed as well
as the ones that I bury down
DEEP!
As you say love is a battlefield,
and yes we earned our SCARS!
Its ironic that you taught me
self defense, how to box and
SPAR!
I never thought you were the
one that I should FEAR, but
you were the one that had to
leave when all I wanted was for
you to stay HERE!
How will I ever RECOVER?
How will I ever love
ANOTHER?!
You changed my life in ways
tragic and MIRACULOUS.
The love we had I thought was
FABULOUS.
Did I not UNDERSTAND?
Did I just fall for what you had
actually PRE-PLANNED?
How do I feel again that
INTENSITY?
How do I believe that someone
else is truthful in what appears
to be their SENSITIVITY?
These questions I ask knowing
you cannot ANSWER!
"You are dead to me."
No, that is not an ANALOGY!
You and I are not allowed to
TALK! You may be gone but
your not FORGOT!
The last petal I picked was he
loves me NOT!
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