Whydoisayhurtfulwords

this ones for my mom and dad i treat them so bad i hurt them with painful words i told him he was a waste of my time it's probably useless to write you this i wish i coul hang from the rafters in my home cause my parents don't want me no more so now i'm alone all i want is their approval but the words i say are so brutal over the years i've caused you and mom to cry many tears and in your hearts and minds i've bestowed many fears but don't forget i've cried too and yes it was not all because of you but it still doesn't make what we did right but i have many good choices in sight you'll always be my mommy cause for better or for worse you still love me dad no matter how many blows we throw i love you that i just wanna let you know i hate being miserable and having this burning heartache in my soul i hate the things i did but your love i feel you hid the blood my wrist shed and yes theyhave bled the pain of not being able to come home all the times we fought on the phone i don't mean what i say so here i am tring not to fight another day my heart is right pleas accept my apology tonight i may not be the best son i love you mom and dad i'm truely am sorry i treated you bad