Why On My Mind

why does it bother me so much to have you and the things you do on my mind? there were times when i thought you would never and we would last forever the things i have done i and the things i did not do all seem to be the reason on why i stay thinking about everything you say and do i now see that you do not feel we were ment to be your heart is no longer a part of me the main thing that bothers me on my mind is the kids seem to be the only reason you have a part of me i just feel that i am ment for you but there are days when i ask my self do you feel anything but hate for me i have lots on my mind and i dont know how to say them cause i try and it seems to just be twisted to something it is not you are and always will be on my mind but it just makes me want to cry you just dont understand