Why I Smile

I stared the ugly truth in its face 
Then I boldly walked away from shame and disgrace 

So many beautiful years were taken 
I was left out in the cold, dark rain, shaken 

After betrayal had left me in a conundrum 
Tomorrow and all of her hopes and dreams were so humdrum

A slow melancholic blues played perpetually in my feeble mind 
The tunes of 'Worry, Worry, Worry', 'Ball and Chain', and 'I'd Rather Go Blind'

My head was held low with an ugly frown on my face 
No hope. No joy. Just a dark space 

That dark shadow of mine just wouldn't go away
But God's grace and mercy and that luminous light
brighten my way

Then soon the tides of redemption and justice rolled in 
Now, a strong, sweet peace dwells deep within 

So, when you stare at me with that confused look and wonder why I smile 
Just know that this is my story and that I'm a blessed child
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Rodrigues Avatar
December 11, 2022 at 6:03 PM
That’s beautiful, Stewart! Mercy, Joy, Redemption in Christ!
Watkins  Avatar
December 11, 2022 at 6:23 PM
Thank you, Kim. Love and light.
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