Why Does Love Make You Do Such Silly Stupid Things

You know it kills me to see that sad disappointed look upon your face Knowing quite full well I was the 1 who put it there in the 1st place Just like how you instantaneously knew just by looking at my face that you could tell when I was lying Or making something up to use as an excuse to try and justify whatsoever stupid thing that I had done Because you ended up knowing me so well eventually even better than I knew myself And why you had to leave once you realized something so broken and missing cannot be fixed not saved by love alone And then you left with my full blessing on the premise from that second on she never looked back or gave me another single thought I just hoped and pray you would find somebody who could make you truly happy and worthy of your love Otherwise love then just may well be the most worthless pointless commodity barely worth giving up or recieving at all Part II So I am ever so sorry and sincerely apologize For being such an insufferable bore But I desperately need company at night As I can't stand sleeping alone So much so I think i am afraid of the dark And without you here with me and your body to hold onto This bed now feels colder than a coffin full of nails which is slowly burying me alive And I am suffecating underneath the weight of all our happiest memories disappearing out of sight And wish though I may I fear this what I am feeling now isn't going anywhere or anytime soon Neither is why love's makes us do such silly stupid thing's As hide our true selves and feelings away just incase we get hurt Yet still end up anyway The truth is love is in part hurt and once born we all open our own individual account and rarely get the balance right