Why Does It Hurt???

why do i feel like crying every nite when i go to bed ?? i thought that you loved me but i guess it was all a lie.... you were my life and my hopes..... we arnt over yet but i feel like im losing you i feel like your slipping away and all i wanna do is scream and cry but at the same time all i wanna do is be held in your arms and told i love you but i really don't think that is gonna be happening anytime soon. you tell me you love me and that you never wanna lose me but the way things are going i really wonder... why do i feel like crying every nite when i go to bed?/? its all because of you