Why

I know I should be sad right now I know that I should cry I know that I'm supposed to say, I still love you, I love you! Why? But the truth is maybe I don't anymore or maybe the truth is I can't Because you're not the boy I loved anymore You've changed, and I suppose for good I hoped that you could return to you the man you should have been but that hope died somewhere and I'm stuck where you could've been I guess I should chase after you if that's what everyone expects but I don't really want to try right now, for without you I now have my peace within I still want to be together, possibly At least I suppose I should try but I don't even care for you anymore What I ask myself is why?