Why

While i sit and look at the way things are going in my life, I wonder why there's so much headache and strife. Nothing seems to work out no matter how hard i try, Sometimes it makes me want to ccurl up and die. But that is not an option when i think of my girl, the only thing to do is shake it off and give it another whirl. I am supposed to show her the way, But it seems i let her down a little more each day. my wife and daughter they hold my heart,So with a new day i have to give it another start. If this was not full of problems, worry then this would be someone elses story. When things go wrong i don't know what to say,I can just shake my head and pray. Maybe someday things will go my way, one things for sure it is not today. I work so hard, for so long, this is beginning to sound like a sad country song. I work to the point where so much hurts from my back legs, tendons,joints, It makes me wonder what is the point. I have so many hopes and dreams for my family to do, As I'm sure that you all have too. Is there a light at the end of the tunnel well i hope it is true, but for now it is just another train coming through. So i have to get off the tracks once more, like i have done so many times before. It sounds like i am crying or singing the blues unfortunately this all is true, I hope and pray that things are going better for you. richard hardiman