Why

You wasn't ready, or maybe it was me I still don't understand how could this be I thought at last it was my time to shine I couldn't help but to smile and shine I started planning right away Even thought of the games we would play But now you are to far for me to reach I think of you on a beach At an ocean on heaven's land But this is not at all what I planned I want you here with me Where you can run wild and free I wanted you to love and to hold It still hurts ven months after i was told That you had gone where i can't be If there was a reason, I still can't see Why wouldn't he let you stay There are too many tears to wipe away Sometimes I wear a smile that is fake I have been given all the sorrow i can take Some people say they know how I feel But I hope they never will Because losing you was the hardest thing But i close my eyes and I can hear you sing For a few weeks you were my baby But i know I'll see you some sweet glorious day.