Where Is My Faith

Where is my FAITH ? pain my past pain my present pain not relieved pain no joy received again and again I try to give myself fresh air but I just happen to err life seems to be really unfair strife is what I encounter everyday tear in my eye why ? fear now and then I cry I tell no lie to pray I try but now and then I fall so whom to call ? I feel so bad I feel so sad I tears on my bed aloud I shout everything I doubt I strive I do not survive pain no one wants to be my friend no one wants to understand I am lonely I am forsaken these words I have spoken again and again I have written but no one pays attention I tried this to share but no one seems to care friends and family have forsaken me my only soul-mate is darkness. Drencho_POET_Loads