When Drink Comes First

When i was with you i was sad there was this hatred i felt so bad i did everything i could to help you all those wasted years i went through alcohol was your best friend alcohol was first and me at the end you would rather drink than go on a date this poisin will soon be your fate its ruining your life cant you see thats why i got out i had to think about me im glad i dont need to deal with it anymore i was tormented till my head was sore getting up for work while u lay all day "im looking for a job" you would always say i was unhappy for years it got to the point i could shed no tears the love faded a long time ago so it made it easier to let you go iv moved on with my life and have met someone new and i hoped the same would happen with you im so happy now but i wish you where too i wasnt prepared for wot you where goin to do you tried to kill yourself but were found on time just when i thought everything was fine i didnt no you were taking it so bad when i heard you were in hospital it just made me feel mad i just hope it wont happen again the guilt would drive me insain and i hope you get better and move on with your life hopefully have kids a house and a wife things will get better i wish you the best but please dont make me watch you get lowered down to rest