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They Say we go through Struggle to learn 
Lessons to be told and Taught 
But how much struggle do we go through?
Before we learn and How do we know?
I Love God, Don't get me wrong.
I have faith in him and myself,
But going through all this time and time again and again
I wonder why was I even born ??
When do I get a break?
I smile on the outside but I'm suffocating in the inside.
feeling my Heart beat raising
voices in my head telling me everything will be okay 
but in reality its not 
I wonder will they notice if I was to disappear?
would anyone be looking for me?
would they even care?
I know its a sin to commit suicide 
But I'm just tired that its always on my mind 
don't I deserve to be happy ?
for once I would like to have a happy ending like in the movies 
I know it aint perfect but how much longer do I go on like this 

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Date: 2/4/2018 2:28:00 PM
The poem is full of things that people experience in reality, and it leaves questions that readers would ask themselves.
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