When
They Say we go through Struggle to learn
Lessons to be told and Taught
But how much struggle do we go through?
Before we learn and How do we know?
I Love God, Don't get me wrong.
I have faith in him and myself,
But going through all this time and time again and again
I wonder why was I even born ??
When do I get a break?
I smile on the outside but I'm suffocating in the inside.
feeling my Heart beat raising
voices in my head telling me everything will be okay
but in reality its not
I wonder will they notice if I was to disappear?
would anyone be looking for me?
would they even care?
I know its a sin to commit suicide
But I'm just tired that its always on my mind
don't I deserve to be happy ?
for once I would like to have a happy ending like in the movies
I know it aint perfect but how much longer do I go on like this
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