Whats Going On..

Am I paying the prize for your mistakes or the ones of my own? Will we linger on wat happened in the pass or will we move on like we keep saying we will? Do I have to keep hearing about what I did and how bad it hurt you or will i have to keep reminding you about the woman who was said to be a friend came out to be a lover? Giving this alot of thought and still stuck in the same place not wanting to leave but tired of wondering if i should stay. Fighting the feeling that you might go out and do it all over or even worst push me into another persons arms. Daydreaming about those nights we would fall asleep in each others arms and wake with a smile the next day it became arguing and now sleeping alone and hearing you walk in at five in the morning. those the days we would say how much we loved each other for no reason to I cant even look in your face let alone says I was still even in love with you anymore. It breaks my heart that we have come to this point but its seems like its damaged beyong repair. SO NOW WHATS GOING ON IS ITS OVER!!!