What's From Beneath

Unable to succeed in my dreams A yearning of what I need to let go Is impatiently dying to be freed And spread it's wings I feel as if there is someone else inside of me Scratching it's way out while I bleed Internally,profusely,spreading rapidly Like a death wish disease But I always make sure my dark past And my mistakes are buried deep Aching,and ever slowly breaking And piece by piece taking All of the nothing left I say Is a lot of everything I don't really have In denial--I believe I'm afraid Of waking up tomorrow Drowning in my deep blue sea of sorrows Will somebody please get me awake? 'Cause I don't go to sleep to dream any longer