What Will I Find?

When the time comes, will my spirit fly? Will my last breath end in a long, deep sigh? Will it be soft like a lullaby? Or will I be angry and try to deny? Perhaps l will hover in the endless sky. With God seated among angels on high. The life I lived, must I justify? Though an unsolved mystery, I still try. Finally an answer to the question, why. When I see my loved ones, am I able to cry? An everlasting life never saying goodbye. What will I find, when it's my time to die.