What Should But Couldn'T Be

Everywhere around me people see, The person who they want me to be. Deep inside I wish to escape, The torture and torment that I must face Because the real me can’t come to place. I wish so much that people knew That deep inside what I wanted to do I want so bad to be happy and glad But it just cant happen which is just so sad. Everyday I must look at you Knowing what is isn’t true I want so much to express my love From deep inside, But it makes me want to hide Seeing that all is just a fantasy I much now realize you can’t be with me It makes me sad what could have been If it weren’t for my feeling deep within