What If

What if the hero I wished for was always me What if the chains tied to me was always free What if we are just in someone's film What if nothing exists and we're in someone dream What if I could actually tell the future What if in the future I see my body eaten by a vulture What if fear and dreams exists in the same place What if after all struggle still ended as a disgrace What if I love and then forced to hate What if because of that love am taken to court to debate What if it's better to say 'oops' than what if To jump a cliff or become emotionally stiff What if I feel this way for the rest of my life What If I meet God, what will I say in the afterlife What if I fall as my enemies multiply Oh my darling my wife said what if you fly What if when I die that's when I started living What if am giving my horoscope and it has no meaning What if I ended this poem with many intentions What if I give you a suggestion of my intention What if the devil told me to write these questions!? What if, this poem no farewell spoken or goodbye And what if only God knows why?