What Could'Ve Been Happiness

Spilling out all of your problems is a hard thing to do Some people just wont understand so you keep it to you Periodically you'll give out one single clue Hoping that anyone will realize that you're feeling blue Finally, when you're starting off new You notice someone pretty fricken cool Days past and you find everything in this person unique You even point out that their eyebrows are on fleek When you look at them you immediately start to freak As time flies by, all you want is a kiss on the cheek You grow closer just like you had hoped Until that person gave someone else their coat Knowing this all could’ve been provoked All you can do now is just sit and write a note.. You say.. “What I felt was something real You were my knight that held the shield I know all I’ve done was kept my lips sealed I just naturally keep things inside, concealed All I have now is memories and a simple shirt I should've let it out but instead I feel hurt What you thought was nothing I thought was me, a flirt I'm sorry I wasn't me sometimes When I saw you with her it made me go blind If you're wondering why I always hide Why?! Well I just wanna sit and cry You make me feel like I can do anything Its the best feeling ever but with a touch of sting I always imagine you being my king Off together my heart shall sing Now that I’ve said my word You may think this is very absurd." At the end just remember that I was the girl that cared, appreciated and loved...you