We All Have Our Hurricanes Who Is There At the End of the Day

Rose from the dead , recarninated into what god had planned, i feel like im the walking dead. always cold bury be back in my sand.stresssed out, i wanna break out , lord plese grab my hand please take me on your walk fill my heart with your prayers also your strenght of knowlege to get me through these loud painful crys of a invisible person turned bck to stone , noone would rember me beacuse no one took time in life, or had there path full of hard times they all judge why wuld i even want to sit dwn and talk especially to these f*ck*d up creautures here on earth , getting everything handed to them in life, i didnt judge it gues you would know what im talking about if u had to work your whole life just to fiqure out who you are still dont know , i had that held in myhopeful heart for so long , even after i gave birth to a baby with ceveral palsy , messed up how no one ever caled , till this day its the same messed up way knowing what i know i will never let my child go through the burdens you ugly creatures still try to pin me up to fall, im glad god is seeing it all. he is showing yall how life can be . laugh at me , today i finally held my head up high i no longer thrive for love from selfidsh ignorant people. go through the bad just to getto the good , i belive with everything in side of me god is going to grant me with that golden spoon , i know who i am a careing devotional person with her own thought coming soon befroe i shall go i want my name to be rember for something someone had felt good listening to my words of some pain held indide i had to write to let people finally know how life really is its a sad place dude.trust noone i learned from someone good , god brought that in my life to show me courage i though i could never have . have that love that once was there deep in my heart i decided to erase that pain away so i can move on alone with my mind of good thoughts , without yall ever was related to me i brainwashed myself to be free! people sill judeing me envy me once more i relly dont care you just hurt my feelins i always though you as in my family actually careveryday taking care of 2 people in pain im the one who has to stay strong , sometime i wished life would throw me a stone , a free day of just time to myself to realy jus hang around and sing , then read my bible work before my hour is up. . this place isnt for me as i can see , i wanna be with you so i know i am guided in your ways of doing things in life actually right . i feel like a bearden , on everyone i have no noone that will actually take theere time to sit down to understand. my anger gets me i hve no one to help me please take me away from this stressful nonsence place . ohh just wait on that though god, this letter is better if it got erased im glad someone create dthe paper n letters to i can express my crazy ways i know and see my life is freakin more than ok ! human minds you see how it thinks ? ugh im glad i dont listen to anything really in this world , i stay in my own little world beacuse its real i dont belive in half the things this world has to say my opionion and rights, of expressing somekind of part inside my heart, freedom right? not these days anymore wished i was back in th 70;s were life was actually happy when u go back and watch, man, how this world is fadeing apart!!no one can be there self anymore with out havng to be scared of some1 hurting them in a way so evil , only the devil sits back n laughs , why will people go so faf ro care what anyone thinks anymore, history goes on always will live n learn i guess , my mind dosnt care for that kind of pity . it dosnt stay stored . so speak up in life as i learned , dnt pity, or judge anyone until you see yourself how you think you can hamdle that mission in life.( im guided by the light ) i know i love god he speaks through my heart to say to myself as i read this poem of letter outload to myself. .