Ways of a Spiritual Teacher

When a younger woman I
yearned for someone wise,
My egocentric brain a-fluster,
Show me wise, show me luster.
 
Found the one that bore your name, Sir,
though Ma’am I would’ve preferred.
Placed so high giraffes can’t reach.
Prior life, Bam! in its tracks with a screech.

Changed my name and made it truth.
Gave my boys their names as youths.
Your lessons hard as black and blue
the Saturn teacher for me was you.

Eventually though I came to view
no news as good news that came from you..
Difficult path, this Dharmic way
took your say more than my own way to play.

Abandoned myself yet again at your feet
but the best thing you gave to me,
gave back in silence that innocence key
that trauma had slapped back through history.

Not ok to be weak, nor ok to be meek
Know-it-all ego shouts more than it speaks
The key, in silent looks askance
Beginner’s Mind, half-dead, we dance.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Godwin Avatar
March 16, 2018 at 4:02 PM
This is deep with much spoken between the lines, it needs more than one read for all the unique symbolism and imagery. I enjoyed it, to me it was about growth lessons as delivered by life, thru mates, family, and many other that lead one to finding their own self. Sometimes we don't know what we do and do not want for our heads and hearts until we are tried. All the best ... CayCay
Khalsa Avatar
March 21, 2018 at 1:36 PM
Thank you for your kind words, CayCay. Not sure that I will continue on this site. It’s kinda hard to figure out. But, thanks!
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