Waterfall Mountain

(Waterfall mountain means huge amounts of emotions in a mighty deep poem) Oh no... Those harmful hormones You know... I am a trash bag of bones I will love you Till the end of tickin time Our time so true Is kinda oh so sublime Cheek to cheek, we are dancing on fleek I am the nerd geek, seeking fame and fortune on the peak Screaming aloud in joy I have been a beaten-up toy Say after me - you will be happy Positivity, like a door, requires a key Our hopes melt like ice-cubes is the sun Our anxieties weigh a couple of tons Cleaning up the remains of our past mess Feeling empty due to the lack of happiness I want to let go of my distress But, how, when I am not making any progress? I lost my mind of being left behind... There's no words that I can find On your tongue that are of encouragement... All you do is bring us down in discouragement My life has no significance to you at all I'm left to be an unanswered call I see you in agony and it gets me feeling it too Dampened by darkness and distress...isolated in my own home, if only you knew This is what I feel...not of your concerning appeal - Empty, lost and alone in a mess that I don't take part in through thick and thin Yes, what I feel is a big deal...a truth I can't conceal Envy, lazy and unmotivated has shaped me into this remorseful monster from within I must move on from this spot where I rot Moving forward will be hard...no one ever said it was easy in the first place I catch a glimpse of you, running a sweat...climbing up the mountain of your waterfall tears and childish fears that you've bottled up inside - you're facing them in a fearless way that's motivating you to run the extra mile...as if you built up the strength for this challenging moment in time...all for the prize of vast grace Our pathways haven't met...our personal confrontations are almost fought, but I see we are both downtraught and fatigued due to the worrying and doubt that is wasting away our valuable time that was supposed to be spent together...apparently, we are sidetracked by doubt and disarray - all for naught? Give it all you got