War

War inside In my mind, but yet I can’t find, The set Of my heart. If I try, My hardest I will, start to cry. Hurt in me, Life I see Will be, completely unfree. Safety and Protection, Making corrections In my life’s, Connections Seeing me, Fall apart And be, Broken. Blade in my hand, Sitting on my bed The doors locked, Music playing Tears are falling, Nightmares forming Scared of failing, Thinking bad thoughts Feeling worthless, Tired of faking The smile on, My face anymore. Razor Blades, Make me cave Inside my mind, To the point I can’t find, the smile I’ve been Looking for, for so ing long And feeling gone. Oh, my heart Is falling apart, and I can't see What I'm suppose, to be Nor do I believe In me. They dare, me even from far I'll be in the car, rapping hard To cope, with hope So, don't worried I'm not sorry. My life's a mess, I'm in distress With being depressed, I like standing in the rain So, I can wash away the pain, and gain Power. I want to change. All lives, are somehow happy But I’m broken, and outspoken. I want you to care, and be treated fair. I’m doing the, best I can So, I need your hand. I need a plan, to have a Mom who understands I am myself, but I need help from you Too.