Vulnerability

VULNERABILITY I Proceeded to face my vulnerability it crowned me in a place of darkness where I couldn’t find any forgiveness, I was dwindling in all these pains of a life unkindness. Where people walk around in blindness Oh, what a mess I was lead,- that prepares me to walk in the weathering nightmare where it has a rebirth in a place of thorns that has ascended from wild roses in the fields, oh, sleepy earth look what you have done all beauty of life is disappearing in the shadows where my spirit is vexed,- I hear all the chattering coming from this old town. It has a way of keeping me down feeling there isn’t away out. I watch how people grow more foolish by the days. They tried so hard to control me from doing what I love they have shamed my name, called me many things watching me bleed away on those rainy nights where I did procrastinate from my typing Oh, I had always loved writing. But when I am alone I have time to think but when the silence makes its way in my spirit soon sinks,- I hear would hear all those nagging little voices eating away all my courage to face another day leaving me so vulnerable because of the abuse leaving me feeling so used. Poetic Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery