Us

What would you rather me do Question everything or to be a blank canvas? I am trying to balance between the two Want to figure out why I’m like this when these emotions are new I know either answer after a while could end up with me losing you Sad to say being without you could heal my mind but yet, where would that leave my heart? You tell me ‘Being positive is a start’ I wanted to stop there but now I’m stepping back And you are right, I am being negative and where is the trust? Maybe it is our different worlds as there is so much I don’t understand Want to be stubborn and show no emotion to get back at you Wait... I know that is not fair and of course all this is not fair on us. You want me to be confident I can do so I am the best thing that can happen to you I’ll comfort you when times are hard I’ll turn your giggle into a screaming laugh And the physical act of love? Well I know when you know enough is enough I need you to see my true self Tell me you know me, for me to take my obstacle down To make you proud, to turn my frown upside down To truly know you are committed, to feel safe and sound I think by now you can tell, I would like this to be true love