Until We Meet Again

The pain was so real for my brother Nate. We did not see the signs of the way he was feeling. If he cried out for help and let us know. My dear bother would still be hear and with the proper medicine he would begin to heal. What was you thinking of that October day. When you took your own life that ended so suddenly that way. Did you feel you were not loved and for that split second ended your life instead of calling for help before you plunged in the water. What was on your mind when you put your hands up with despair. And down in the water went the car on that October day. Did you cry out did you try and pray. Did you find the pain on this earth too much to cope. Dearest brother you are very missed it is sad but true. Have I not told you more often that I do love you. I feel a loss without you hear. I wish you were not gone I wish you were near. I can't stand the pain it is too hard to bear Too For I look to this day that I wish I can change. That I made more time with you my brother now it too late because you are in heaven with the angels on high I will always love you my dear brother Nate you will always hold a special place in my heart until we meet again in heaven the most beautiful place where we will have no more tears and pain. Dearest brother until we meet again I will love you always until the day when I die I will join you then only then we will not depart.