Unstable

I'm left emotionally and mentally unstable Trying my hardest, but I'm unable, To somehow disable, My feelings for you; it's impossible I wish I could disconnect my heart from my brain; cut that cable, Easier said than done; it's not really feasible I tried my best, brought everything to the table, Love I once thought unbreakable, Little did I know it's end was inevitable Not every wound is the kind that bleeds I should've never depended on you to satisfy my emotional needs Doubt, uncertainty, distance; growing in our garden of love like weeds I was hoping to enjoy the fruit of my sacrifices, It was hard to sow those seeds I was warned but; foolish is the one that hears, but never heeds My heart is now shattered; nothing but countless pieces of: Failed wishes Broken promises Fruitless sacrifices