Unrequited

I wonder if I'm ever on your mind; I think about it from time to time. I wanted to be one of those girls you were head over heels for, 'Cause how you make me feel is hard to ignore, And I wish we could be so much more, But I know we'd never work because in this situation, I'm the only one being hurt. And i know that's not your intention, But what can I do? I've already fallen head over heels for you. I wish that wasn't the case; Your touch and smile, I'm trying my hardest to replace. But all I think of is your face, Wondering why it's always me that ends up in this place. I don't wanna complicate things, But I know I already have. 'Cause I can't live with you or without you, And it's driving me mad. I want your friendship and your love, But you can only afford to give me one. Is this worth the friendship I'm giving up? I know it's not, but I just can't stop these thoughts. And when I turn them off, it's no better. I'm tryna hang onto you like my favorite sweater, And I know I gotta let you go, But that's the hardest part. 'Cause you're the one who has my heart, But all I'm doing is tearing us apart. Self-sabotage is the only way to make things clear. Sometimes I wonder, why am I even here? Why did it have to be you? And I can't take it, Knowing someone else is making you smile. I know it's selfish, but I can't help it. You see, my pride gets the best of me, and I stop seeing things so clearly. I don't wanna hurt you, But I guess I'm just projecting. The pain of your rejection hits me like a wave time and time again, But To gladly drown just for a piece of you.