Unknown Love

Day by day I think of him I see him in the morning I see him in the night I even see him in my dreams What can I do? Day by day I ask this question And every time I just sit and doing nothing Confusing thoughts To keep him close Or push away The ring upon my finger holds me close And yet my heart is pushing away Not sure what do Is this the love I’ve dreamed of? Or could this just be an illusion A way to forget the pain Who really knows? Sure not me Could there be some one, something to tell me Is there a book on love? No, of course not that would make life easy If life was easy it would be boring Who knows, the way I see it we live in trial and error The only way it seems to work I really don't know how I feel I think I love him But I'm not sure if its love or just a want to belong Who knows? Yet day by day my heart breaks more The pain of the world and the hate in every day life tears it more The world full of fear and hate Everyone afraid to get close to someone Windings up alone in fear of getting hurt