Unholy Ruminations

The opposite of life is death The polar opposite of eternal health is terminal disease, with unease perhaps lying/truthing in-between timelessness and untimely demise So too, my opposite of steady compassion may be your unsettling dispassion Elation v deflation of all these oppositional answers above as clear as unclear appositional questings below. What is my opposite of suicide? Self promotion? Ego inflation? Having all my consuming needs fully answered? Or maybe some uneasy questing timeless mind and spacious body in-between healthy Now And death-defying death-denying death-defining death-despairing death-despoiling AnthroLove Here Remains part of EarthLife There whenever tomorrow comes Now? As Me curiously questioning feels like our lonelier half of We not yet finally answering? What could appositionally rebalance death's final answering Earth-climate and life's open questioning Anthro-culture? What is the opposite of lively ruminations and deadly ideations? What lies contentious truths contenting, In-between EarthBody's discommunication desecrating death and AnthroMind's sacred communion life?