Unfortunate

It's unfortunate that we keep ending up in the same place Different trials come about and we end with the same face It's quite evident the statues of our being can relate I'm a duel quite unnatural is the ultimate partake And I think if you ever left me it would hurt me for sure But the beast you find beneath that hurt is the one you must'nt lure For within my shell you see all the things upon the surface And yet still became apart of all the things I've built my hurt with I'm not afraid just a little more reserved with who you are And the quieter I'll be the more you will see that we will grow afar It's a shame That in spite of all the trials I was willing to go through with you That I sit here and think why should I try when this man thinks I'm a fool And so yes, the thought of leaving it all is as simple as it seems It's unfortunate now that we have a child that have stitched us at the seams No regret but a mistake that you too have done before With ideas of a chance that you and I could work at it once more I was foolish to leave my family and friends with the basis of being in love And I trapped myself inside of the walls that I wish to break free of There is happiness at times when you and I are both of subtle and calm Then it all backfires in the realm of our lives every time that something goes wrong I have found myself saying that I don't think I can really work this out And to force such a love in a space that's unwanted is not what I am about I will close off my feelings and sever my emotions that can tie within to you And relieve all I feel without having to spill any tears that leave no room I can say to myself that I'll be at a distance just to separate my heart I refuse to continue giving more of myself if you just want to be apart Let the action begin and your story will end how you set it forth on display In the pit of deep pain the unfortune remains and the outcome will be as it may