Unfinished

Lost in a destination filled with no hope, In this feeling tourchered for my life is going down a slop, feeding off the past im dying inside, Through this Emotion i some how Survive, Afraid to let go of whats not even mine, Falling into your trap haven't found an open door, For i hate that your the only one i adored, trying to find a way out of this dreadfull mess, I only need to get ride of this painful thought, Though with you i can't untie this knot, As im always alone and never wanted, i am somehow being haunted, driving me weaker by your hate, making me feel like a big mistake, You loving her and never me, i hope one day you will finally see, maybe in this life we where meant to be, The Loss of this perfect guy, broken down because i am too shy, This unfinished Life will hopefully succeed, maybe one day this heart will not bleed.